Ok, hope everyone had a great thanksgiving, I know I did, this is going to be short and sweet.

I'm feeling a little down today, i guess it's because I've just been thinking about life, and re-evaluating it. I usually don't get in "down" moods, so this is rare for me. I just want more, more money, more things, more out of life, and I know, the change has to come from within me. It is happening, I become more and more 'aware' every day, and a change is coming, I'm heading towards something great. I guess I'll just have to wait and find out what that greatness is.

You don't know a thing about me, I don't know a thing about you, but let's enjoy the view...

Ahh the dangers of drinking, what an interesting night... this is going to be long but it's a good story. : )

Ok so I got drunk last night, no big deal, but it's been awhile since I went "out" with my cousin (my partner in crime, KY) and his roommate from college (he used to live in Sacramento and make it down every couple of weeks for business, but now he's in LA and visits less frequently we'll call him S). So we went out to the bar we used to always go to Mission Ale House, for nostalgia's sake, it was pretty dead, compared to how it used to be because this new bar just opened San Jose Bar and Grill, and since newer always is better (at least to the drunken masses) everyone congregates there.

Anyway, enough background info, we went to Mission and had 1 drink, then proceeded to Bar & Grill, and proceeded to have more drinks after about an hour and a half S, said he wanted to go get some food, I tried to talk him into staying but he was pretty persistant, I thought he was pretty drunk but I've seen him really drunk before, and didn't think much of it... anyway he left and we didn't see him for the rest of the night. Apparently someone had slipped something into his drink at Mission, KY said he saw a girl next to our drinks looked like she might've been reaching for them but thought nothing of it at the time. S can drink a lot, and he always remembers everything that transpires during the night, but he didn't remember a thing after we left Mission, he was talking to girls at B&G, drinking, having a good time, he kept saying "man i'm fucked up" but he does that when he gets really drunk....

So S wakes up this morning, thinking he's at my Apt. He's crashed at my place before but he was thinking "man, Chris has reall came up in the world, this is a nice place" he wasn't at my place though. Luckily for him, some guy saw him standing on the street corner, looking all fucked up mumbling about not being able to find his friends or his car or anything. So the guy took him to his place, let him crash out. No, he didn't wake up with a sore ass, but he is really lucky nothing bad happened to him, he could've ran into some people looking to kick his ass, or rape him, or anything like that.

Crazy mixed up night.

Welcome to the lamest site EVAR! Ok so I'm new at this, bare with me ; ) I wanted a medium to express the chaotic storms that blow through my head daily and I'm just too damn lazy to actually get a journal and write in it....besides, I type much faster than I write, so blog wins! Right now I'm sitting on hold, have been for the last 20 minutes waiting to cancel my earthlink dialup, any longer and my neck is going to get really sore. Wait, here's a customer rep, this will only take a minute.... ok, done. No more dialup for me, God bless DSL.

I guess I should sum myself up or something, I'm a resident of Norcal, San Jose to be exact, I spent the first 20 years of my life in Oregon, then moved to Florida for 4, I've been in Cali for the last year. Life is good, I'm in love and have a beautiful girlfriend, I have a great job that allows me to work and interact with people, I hope to be going to school next year, going to study psychology.

I think I have a gift for getting inside of people's heads, I love to find out what makes them tick. What motivates people, makes them do the crazy and illogical things that they do.... I find all this very interesting.

Well, that's it for now, thanks for visiting... feel free to come back sometime. If you want to email me questions or anything, it's for_sho6906@hotmail.com